"So Different Now" | Available Now
I usually write my own songs, but this one...
Pulled from the archives, "So Different Now" (affectionally SDN) is a recording I kept coming back to. Originally known as country ballad "Fighting Chance" (Josh Maddox), SDN is a newly-envisioned production with salt, smoke, grit.. them dirty guitar sounds! Available for download wherever you get your music --

Video by Chelsey Stallings

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You walked in, you called my name
I could'a swore I heard your voice before
The way I felt was so hard to explain
I stepped backwards nearly hit the floor
If I had never seen your face
Your lovely voice held the truth, I feared
That I would be in the wrong damn place
When true love chose to bring you near

Circumstances were just so wrong
The way I felt was just so right
If I could have just said it then
Maybe things would be so different now
What I would give just to say to you
Everything I ever felt for you
My eyes would do the job of telling you how
Everything could be so different now

You never knew how I felt for you
My love for you would cause too much pain
I walked away and abandoned the truth
Abandoned you and what I never named

So baby listen I'm calling on you
There's no shame and here's the truth
If I don't hear back then I'm on my way
To say it to you face to face